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Monday, February 13, 2006

lalallaal.. finalli haf some free time to blog.. yep.. my major critique was on friday.. final crit for the year.. woohoo.. hehe.. was wearing this v weird formal dress.. hehe.. aniway.. i presented but i lost confidence halfway bah.. cos the lecturers like not listening lidat and sth seems to go wrong with how i presented.. hence, i just anihow tok.. skip alot of things which was written on my cue cards.. den i got shoot for damn long.. as expected.. haha.. they say they haf no doubt abt my competency but.. (i dun like this but sia.. haha..).. lack of poetry, refineness and my viz images not gd enuff bah.. and the way i present could not punctuate the important pts i want to tell my audience.. pt taken.. haha.. den after tat rush for my essay and journal.. could not finish my journal but i also heck care liao.. haha.. den finalli everything is over.. i went my fren's hse.. had a very gd tok.. i hope tat the frens ard me stay happi forever.. tats the most important.. yep.. den went to training see see.. din had a chance to go back home and take my gee and stuff.. so i guess everything is fated.. i gave up the selection for the competition.. and my leg seriously not recovered yet.. its taking a longer than normal time bah.. hope it gets well faster and i can train.. was in a dilemma whether to take the risk and spar.. but my ankle seriously look swollen.. and i stop trg for so long le.. dun haf the confidence and mentality to win.. so yep.. guess i just haf to skip this comp.. sometimes things dun go ur way.. and i just haf to accept it bah.. since we haf to accept, den y not look at it in a positive way and not dwell on it.. we still haf to move on no matter wat.. the world dun stop moving and keep gg in the way u want.. its a test for u.. if u pass this test.. u will be stronger and happier.. no more hardships can cause u to be unhappi again.. haha.. tinking too much again.. hehe.. during trg.. watched so mani exciting sparring matches.. i suddenly haf the motivation to train again.. haha.. i hope its not a 3 min hot thing.. haha.. after tat went for supper at newton's centre.. the food is v nice.. haha.. but i gotta jian fei le.. hehe.. must not succumb to temptations.. haha..
satuday was slacking day.. din study much when i haf 2 tests in a row on monday.. so haf to pia on sunday..
today is the 2 tests.. the first one quite ok lah.. the second one to me was hard.. and there is not enuff time to finish up everything.. i din do one question bah.. and i duno how to do also.. den the rest of it i just anihow.. hahah.. bobian.. hehe.. its open bk.. but maybe cos i din finish studying tats y dunno how to do.. hehe.. aniway its over.. tml is another bo liao test.. wat telephone call de.. diao.. den wed another major test.. after tat is autocad lessons from 9 to 5pm.. wah lau.. so long lor.. damn sian sia.. hehe..
enuff of tat.. hehe.. i noe where am i posted to le for itp.. was quite excited when i noe which company i got into.. 440 per month.. hmm.. ok bah.. haha.. den saw the works of this company from its website.. vvvvv nice sia.. alot of water features which was wat my this year project theme was.. hope i will learn alot from this itp.. eager to start work but im scared i dunno everything.. hehe.. still a newbie.. somemore no one same as me sia.. feel abit insecure.. hehe.. but hope everything goes well bah.. haha..

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